My nanna died today.

I'm not quite sure about how to feel about this, after all I hadn't seen her for 18 years and she'd contributed so much to dad being ill.

But I think in the end.....I just feel sorry that she never got to know us. She's the one who missed out on so much, and I think that's a shame.

The Grove folks are being lovely and I can feel energy flowing from all over the place. I'm diverting it off to my family as a whole. My dad who needs it most, my mum and sister who have to deal with dad when he is feeling down; my cousins, especially Richard; and my aunts, who I don't even vaguely remember but can probably use the boost.

I think I shall wend my way to bed, I have a sexy warm man waiting for me and a day off tomorrow.

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