I've had the most fantastic weekend! I've found my centre again, trusting myself once more and feeling secure.
I've partied with some very good friends and then been able to just sit round reading with them with no words needed.
I now have kittens all over me (I think they missed me), sunburnt hands (again) and a sunburnt nose, and I know that people have faith in me.
Now, a hot bath and new book are calling me, you'll get pictures later!